Sleepless

Still no sleep.

I haven't slept right in two weeks now. Either I go to bed and stare at the ceiling all night--because I can't shut my head up (You're a bad teacher! Your students aren't learning anything! This semester is rotten! No one will ever love you! You're ugly! You're a bad kisser! You're a snob! You're mean!)--or I manage to fall asleep but dream that I'm awake and can't fall asleep.

I am so exhausted.